33

by Anonymous - 6/14/14 2:19 AM

The sum of my birthdate is 33. I am also currently 33. On Good Friday between the hours of 12 and 15:00 I went to a police station according to doctors recomendation and spoke to a guard about the possible abuse by another party of my young son who has a relevant biblical name. By midnight I had been lied to, betrayed by family and arrested under a mental health act which allowed my son to be taken into state care, following which a doctor arrived and declared me mentally fine (which is genuinely the case) and I was immediately released as a false alarm but without my son. The pain and screams I released on leaving the guard station at my impotence at the removal of my son should have given grounds for my mental health to be judged then ;). 3 trials and 11 days later I had him back again though was told my helpful people familiar with such cases that it was a miracle. I felt something very evil from the lady who originally came to take him and have been putting it to her work requiring her to block herself emotionally/ psychically whereas I am all heart, however perhaps it was just evil. The lies that were told in court by official bodies were astronomical and even when proven by other bodies as such there were no consequences for these organisations lying under oath yet had it been an ordinary citizen lieing there would have been. Those lies could have cost me my son and to be honest with his loss possibly my mental health aswell. I originally thought I'd die at 33 and in more recent years that something big would change, I had no idea it would be this. For years now I see 33 everywhere on and off and since my sons back and we are now possibly safer I see it everywhere. I am still frightened but with each day the fear lessens and soon I hope to feel safe as a mother again. It's very shocking now that I can stop a bit to reflect at all that has happened this year.

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