Hi.

(repost.. posted on the wrong thing)
I did not read the whole thing, nor am I religious, however I will try to tell my story as short as possible.
I am 18, and for the past five years I've been "awake" (as I call it)meaning, one day I was normal, then next I woke up, and I felt different, I thought different, I saw different. As time passed I began and then continued to train and teach myself. I knew things that there was no way to know, I could do things that would usually take years and years of training to perfect, to get to the stage I got in weeks. All of my senses were enhanced, and as time passed, everything I suddenly could do was upgrading itself, constantly, and once I mastered something, several other abilities or traits or whatever showed up, and had to master them as well. At the same time I also discovered myself, I learned everything about myself, my character, my personality.. everything, I knew every single tiny detail about myself, and I could control myself... my emotions, feelings, thoughts.. And now, five years later I know that I am made of two parts, a lover and a warrior, and that without a part, I am only half of myself. (I'm focusing on the warrior part here) Since I found out I was a warrior, my body started to engulf warrior traits. My vibe changed, whenever there would be battles or fights in movies I watched, I would feel the adrenaline pump in me, like that scene is something I miss and have experienced myself many times, people have told me they feel safe around me, or just talking to me, even the way I walk changed. For the past two-three months my dreams also developed. I remember all of my dreams, I remember even the slightest details, and I am mostly awake in my dreams (meaning I can think there, recall memories of other dreams and so on) and in most dreams, I fight to defend or to save someone (usually either I save a girl [the lover part of me] or I get to save a whole group of people, a town, a city). In all the dreams I have fought in many ways, with weapons or energy/powers (like in the movie "I am number 4") or simply using my hands. I have done great deeds and slain many.. souls.
Even though I know my calling, I am still lost. I do not know where do I belong, if I even belong anywhere, I only know that my mission is to fight and love, possibly to serve the light.

The reason I'm here is because my mother imagined me as a warrior when I was little, and she recently had a dream where she had to remember the number 77. I watched a movie today called the Last Samurai, and at the end, I noticed that the last samurai (main character of the movie: Tom Cruise) had the number 7 on both his shoulders when he was in his military uniform. So I googled the number and found this page.

I'm hoping that some of you might have answers or suggestions regarding my story.. thanks for reading.

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