Nervous

by Marie - 10/04/11 11:58 AM

HI I dream this morning I was reading a magazine and my ex-boy friend sent me a message through the book instead my phone. He was telling me he's ready to marry me and had the a picture of a ring circled to show me the ring which had a ruby diamond. In he told me he had been thinking about this since Monday and was ready tell me. I freaked out, got scared and showed it to my mom but before she could read the everything I lost the page and went looking for it so she could read it. I begin to search for the book but was looking in the wrong book and something reminded me it was in the magazine. So I went back and got it and continue to let my mom read it. After finding the book I noticed I had a miss call from my ex sister and I called it back but it was him that answered. He told me he called me form her phone so I would answer the phone. He begin to tell me that he's ready to marry me and I soon but I knew I wasn't prepared because I want a big wedding. He said it didn't matter and that we could do it at the house or just go to the court house. I begin to be more afraid because it was all so sudden and it's not what I want. The dream so real when I woke I was begin to cry and I prayed ask God to help and guide me. I'm not even sure if he wants to marry me or even think about it. what do you think?

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