I've been freaking out at how many times a day I catch myself looking at the clock or timer at :41. I even realized last week that i get off the freeway at exit 41 everyday for work! I googled it to see and I'm not alone!. I just wish I knew what it was. Looked in my bible and looked up Psalm 41 or Isaiah 41. Nothing grabbed me but I'll keep looking. Somewhere I read that 41 symbolized Jesus 39 lashes and the 2 nails of his crucifixion. Not sure but I'm so glad to know I'm not alone or crazy!
Yep... 41 everywhere. My 13 year old is weirded out because he can Tell it's inly with me. I turn 42 tomorrow... actually within tge next hour! Lol.
It had been that number since i can remember... the past few months it's been encompassing my life. I'm not very religious... always was annoyed by psychic stuff... but it's so crazy, I've been googling it.
Today I was brought to the floor.. 41 min on the wash cycle, 41 when I look at the phone, licence plate 41. 3.41 at the gas station, 41 on my receipt from Albertsons.. then my youngest son pulled the soup out of the microwave with 41 seconds to go...
Then something that's never happened. I begged God to help me out of a situation that has hurt my heart... literally looked at the ceiling in tears over it... said i give up. I was scared because I had thoughts of suicide that is not me at all. I would never!! But that's when i prayed.. please help me. No one could see or know my pain..secret struggle.
Again... born and raised in Catholic church and havent been there or even read much if the bible...
As i sat in the floor I was thinking about my situation crying inside and I heard my own thoughts answer. "It's ok, I'm here... you will be FINE" It felt like my grandmother who was crazy Catholic and would tell me stories about angels that spoke to her. Sweetest delicate pure, Grandma. She died fron Alzheimer's 5 years ago.. i was with her when she died *another strange but Devine moment...
Everytime i would say something... like a huge secret killing me, the thought would answer back in a "oh sweet little flower, we all have demons. They aren't important. I'm right here, just listen" answers to thoughts I didn't think ever. One of my questions was why 41?? 41, 41, 41?? "Because showing you roses is tricky this time of year". Wuhhh?? She said it's to tell us our prayers are being answered, and it was a time to let go, and she would help my thoughts to just "listen "
Moving on... to other pkaces i was needed to change the lives of others.. and she said I could not do it without the experience that plagued me for a few years. I feel it.. an "ah ha" moment. Angels or wherever you want to call them are real! I swear. "Closing the door for a very rewarding place where you are needed.. now" amazing!
I'll keep u posted. Just turned 42 4 min ago! Happy birthday? I sure hope so. I'm going to listen for answers in that particular voice, in my own head
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