My path i was lead on these past few weeks, lead me to your site

by Michael V, B....... 23 years in this world Born 1989 Wokup thinking im the reincarnated water dragon - 3/03/13 1:04 AM

Well I been on a journey since Feburary 13th, woke up that morning, feeling more alive then ever, call it a outer body expierence, but it was more like the expierence entered My body, steping out of bed felt amazing as i havent ever felt after 23 years of living , i been in so much pain day in an day out, living day by day asking myself everynight before bed, when is it my time why can i just go, why do i belong here what is my purpose, just basicly doubted myself everyday i lived since i was 13 years old, when i got kicked out of the home i was born in by my father, for being a reckless boy running around causeing ruckus with the elder night walkers if you know what i mean..just basicly slugged through life, never caring for anything or anyone but my true family that always stuck close to me an tried to help me an lead me each every dierection i felt i never belonged, my moms purest unconditional love for me always kept me going, cause every time i saw death i seen her eyes in tears over me, Mom I love you so much your the most amazing women in my heart always an forever in the endless myths of time, ill never forget or leave you behind holding you close for entrernity of time.,
So back to my wake up on Feburary 13th , i got up out of bed, feeling like all the chains that binded my mind an soul down for as long as i can remember, mentaly my brain felt so free, my body felt so light as i walked to the bathroom for a shower, steped into the water, infactiated by every drip an trickle of the purity of water falling down around my skin, as i closed my eyes, feeling the water wash away all the evil that held me down, i danced for the first time , mind you i never really danced before, i swayed under the water, as a magical tune of trance played in an out through my mind, more like a eargasm of seductive beeats flowing in an out, creating the most pure of all music to my ears, i closed my eyes feeling so amazing, as i felt each drip an trickle over my eyelashed, as i opened them ever so slowly, i could vividly see a short dark shadow embrace me with open arms, as if it was holding onto me waiting for me for so long, as wraped my arms around i seeing it vanish through me, i think becoming one with me again.
On that day i imediatly changed my pattern of life, the one thing that changed completly was my train of thought, i really never talked to my cocious or listened to it, i was always so blank minded just felt like empty space up there, always was a mess up through school, never took interest in books, nada, but for some magical reason i was born again, thinking so cleary, an actuly speaking with my inner concious, finding myself, practicing my abilty's an all i am to this day, everyday was a mission for me, i kept telling myself i was the purity of truth, an actully started preaching to freiends an such about how everyone should be true, with there self, an inself, ... ofcourse they all thought i was crazy an just going through a change,... ps i never really had the greatest freinds, but what really hurt me was one of my boys hypes still looks at me as i was, but inside im so progressed in every way i used to be, i feel like i can climb to the top of the world without even taking thinking about it.
Everyday since the 13th, has been a learning expierence for me, always somthing new, i live lmy life now on patterns an numbers, anyhting i look at or see, i try to turn it into a number, an usualy always ends up as 1 , i started writing a book from my inner concious, after the first few days, 2 weeks later i read the illumanti always thought he was a rapper, ha i know, stupid me, but when i read segmants on there beliefs, on got chills all through out my body on how on point my inner concious was, seeing that what i was reading, i haver already written down an was preaching about to others, so basicly it felt like i wrote the book before even reading it.. now i searched on an it lead me to the music industry an countuioed on seeing there somthing evil keeping the truth from all an they mock everyone with there evil acts an worshiping the wrong god *looks down* you know which one i speak of, we wont say its name ;) .. mind you i was so infactiated with it befroe the 13th, evil i loved an evil i thought was my only answer to what i was, but tongight really showed me the truth to my never ending puting patterns togather, an finding my calling. so im currently still on my mission which is exposing alot of true evil in this world we call are home? going to keep working on my book called self success inself, and am going to revoultionize the music industry, once i have the knowledge to do it all, which i dont think will be to hard, being that my inner concious loves me, an always will lead me to see truth in all, an make purity with anything i touch, so im living to that day of completion , and i wont stop till i get my point accross, call it my motivation, i call it my destiny.
All i ask is everyone if not already doing so, is really dig deep into yourself, an find that voice that been calling out to you, trying to let you know that your really not crazy, you do have a inner spirit, and its time to embrace it all, so get on that mind on mind contact, an test yourself in everway, theres 1 god inself in all, we are all gods, this is what the evil society doesnt want you to know, christian beware you might of been lead on the wrong side of the math, but all i say is my mind is more on point then it ever was, call it a mircale, call it a gift, im still learning everyday, an trying to find the answer, but its a never ending mission, an i dont think ill get the answer as quick as i want it, but thats life, really no, lol, get intouch with your inner spirit we all have one, dont ever sell your soul to anyhting, as its always yours to keep, and to do with as you please, so dig deep an find it. really look into the illumanti it will help, just leave all the evil lies that miss direct people on the real true vision of it.

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